Happy Birthday Eden
Happy 9th Birthday my beautiful Eden. Mummy is missing you soooo much. Life is meaningless without you in it - so I live for the day that we can be reunited again. I will give you so many huggles and kisses and tickles and we can play our silly games again, dance together again, play the X Factor in the car again. There isn't a single moment of every day when you are not in my thoughts and in my heart.I long to hold you in my arms again my angel from heaven. Happy birthday Didsie. I love you so very much, more than the world. Your mummy and only your mummy xxxxxxxxxx
Early Birthday
Dear Eden, On the 19th I will have moved to Brussels and am not sure my internet will be working by then.
This year my second princess, Sophie, turned 6 - your age! It is like in my mind you are growing up though - and only when I look at Sophie I realize how young you were, went you left us. Then again, as your Mum always said - you were so mature, that it seemed you'd been here a long time before us already.
I am a bit scared I might have a dream again, as those dreams are so exhausting, emotionally...Say hello to your Mum and send her strength!
Love you lots
Maren
Campaign for Justice
My darling Eden I have been sitting by your special garden the last 2 days, yet it's strange because I know you are not there in the ground. At last, my sweet angel, the campaign for justice is beginning to take form and we are organising all sorts of events which can be accessed via your website. Help me baby, give me the strength to see this through and make sure those who made you suffer so badly and tried to cover their tracks will be brought to justice.
There is not a day, not an hour, not a second, not a fleeting moment, when you are not in my heart and consuming my every thought. I still ache for you my baby and always will until the day comes when I can huggle you in my arms again. I love you so much Didsie.
Your mummy and only your mummy xxxxxxxxxxx
Missing you so much baby
There is nothing I can ever say that could articulate how I feel or the emptiness I have inside. Baby, I am so very, very sorry - not a single day passes where you are not on my mind, although some days are more manageble than others....
Its that time of year again, another birthday, another anniversy - just never seems to get easier.
I love you so much baby always xxx
Moving
Dear Eden and dear Elli
We are moving to Brussels this summer, in July. So on your 9th birthday, we will be Belgian, Eden.
Still think a lot about you, still have friends over here who ask how your Mummy is coping. Friends who don't even know you but remember the state I was in, when I heard the news. I am almost able to talk about you without having to cry, but only with a lot of selfcontrol.
Would have loved to know you longer, but am still greatful having known you at all.
So sorry
Hi Ellie, saw you on ITV two years back when went through such a trauma, But did not have any means of contact as i dont dance salsa anymore.
Rather late than never, PLEASE DO ACCEPT MY SYMPATHY AND MAY HER SOUL REST IN PEACE.
CHARLES FORSTER
EMAIL:CHARLES.FORSTER@GMAIL.COM
Happy Christmas my Angel from Heaven
My baby this is the 3rd Christmas without you and it does not feel like Christmas at all - just another empty day.
I miss you and I going to pick a tree together, about 7 or 8 feet tall and both of us looking through so many trees to find the perfect shape. I miss wrapping presents for you and watching you open them with such excitement. I miss waking up with you. I just miss you sooooo much.
I shall not be celebrating Christmas tomorrow - it is empty without you, but trust that I shall be thinking of you constantly and look forward to the day when I can hold you in my arms again.
Happy Christmas my Didsie. I love you more than the world! Your mummy and only your mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thinking of you
Hi Eden, still have not forgotten you. Have not been to the UK for ages now, and everything over there has changed so much anyway...
It's Christmas soon and it must be so hard for your family without you. Saw the balloons they sent to the sky (for your birthday I presume?). It looked like a wonderful day and I believe it was in the park where your first nursery was (Clayhall, maybe?) Anyway, I seem to have recognized it.
We think a lot about you, have just been to Disney for a couple of days with the girls and - of course - had to think about the Easter you spent with us the following day 4 (?) years ago. Love you lots! Maren
2 years
since we said goodbye to you, little Eden. This day will always be in my memories - it felt like a cut through our hearts, but as Ronni said, it was like Eden was waving a magic wand that day at church hopefully this will reach her Mum and give her some peace one day.
dreams
Dear Elli, I dreamt of you the night before yesterday in the very early morning, you seemed at peace, calm and somewhat happy, still with your sad eyes though and I was so glad for you. We talked a lot an shed tears every other minute together, but it felt like some sort of 'wash' that actually releaved from the pain. I woke up and thought that this time I must remember the date of my dream in case it was important and I choked when I realized that I dreamt of you on Eden's 8th birthday. I am just happy it was a good dream and not a nightmare as the one I had 2 years ago and that so unfortunately proved right. Sending you a big hug Maren and family
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